Hey world, 

I know a girl. She puts the colour inside of my world but she's just like a maze where all of the walls all continually change. And I've done all I to stand on the steps with my heart in my hand.

Right, those few lines were from Daughters by John Mayer which I'm listening to right now. My favourite lines from the song so I just felt like typing it out. 

This is going to be a quickie... hah sure, don't we all wish. I doubt anyone got that joke. If you did, well done, you're ready for the big world. Yeah...

Now that JCTs are over, I've got the whole weekend to myself to just chill until Wednesday. I'm going to retract from the world during this period of time to consolidate my thoughts and just get away from people. I don't feel like interacting with people, generally, 'cause everyone ends up disappointing me in the end and I'm left to mend to myself like I always have. Ah, when you're the only one able to console yourself, partly 'cause you do not confide in human beings, you need a respite in something bigger than yourself. Hallelujah, music.

So yeah, I'm going to take time off, indulge in tennis and music, gather my thoughts, mend myself, gain composure and regain focus and new determination to face the rest of the year 'cause I do not want another JCT scenario playing out ever again. Math was fcking horrible. 

Haas lost but man his serves are amazing. And I must say, he's gorgeous with his gorgeous eyes and a gorgeous sister or wife (not too sure). Federer is in the final. Now, we're awaiting for the winner of Roddick-Murray match up. Roddick's winning. Whatever it is, I'm promised a great Wimbledon final. And I may have spoken too soon when I said the Wimbledon ladies matches were boring, Venus Williams is, in my opinion, the best grass court female player I've seen thus far in Wimbledon. 

Ah I'm off.